Two Weeks In Hell Part Two
My spirit is distressed and my heart broken for all these poor suffering souls. I cannot help but think that for over a year now I have been on this incredible odyssey with God. Yet in a far different way these people in whose company I am find themselves on a spiritual journey of their own. It is a journey of hopelessness and despair. We have been on this road of despair for some time now. There have been some changes however. It is getting increasingly dark and the air is hot and oppressive.
I personally am feeling no fear whatsoever. Yet I am also plugged into the feelings and emotions of all these people. As we have continued our walk their fear and apprehension have grown. It has grown more and more pronounced with each step we take. I have just now picked up a strong peculiar smell in the air. I almost at once knew in my heart that it was the scent of sulfur. The fear and terror so evident in the faces of all these around me are growing from moment to moment.
I can see a rocky formation just ahead and in the distance I can hear loud shrieks of wailing and torment. The pace has slowed somewhat and I can see in the distance that there is a path that leads right between the mountainous formations just ahead. It is narrow however and I was readily able to see why we had slowed our pace somewhat. The path was only wide enough to allow one person at a time to pass through. I have gotten close enough so that now I can see quite clearly what horrors these people have waiting for them.
I can see great movement up ahead and as I get closer and closer I can see why. Just ahead there are thousands and thousands of demons. They are a dark gray color and their faces have an almost reptilian look. They also have large wings, which they can spread out or fold in close to their bodies. These wings are shaped much like what we would see on a bat on earth. At the sight of them those all around me began to shake and scream with terror.
As we approached them these evil spirits seemed to be assigned one by one to each of the people with whom I had been walking.
They had serpent like tongues and their eyes were red and full of the most malevolent expressions I have ever seen. I began to be afraid myself for the first time. As each person got close enough they would jump on their backs and wrap their bat like wings around them. These spirits were about two to three feet tall. Upon making contact with the person that poor soul would begin to scream in a voice that reflected both horror and torment. I could tell that they were tormenting the people upon whom they were sitting. One by one I could see the great fear in the eyes of all those around me as we got closer to them. These demons were sitting on the backs of each individual to whom they were assigned. They had long talons on their claw like hands and feet. With these they were not merely hanging on to their victims; no they had sunk their talons into the spirits of those upon whom they were sitting.
The effect on the human host was beyond description. The shrieks of terror and pain coming from them the sound will haunt me for the rest of my life. I am in the same line that everyone else is in. Only four people in front of me separate me from these demons. As I got closer the stench that was being exuded from their bodies was in and of itself almost more than I could bear. Fear blinding fear such as I have never ever felt in my life began to clutch at my heart.
There is a woman just in front of me she is not just crying but whimpering like a small child. I can feel her fear and it is like nothing I ever wish to experience again. She was saying over and over “ no, no, no, please no. Someone help me please dear God no. The demon in front of her was obviously totally oblivious to her supplications. In fact his eyes gleaming with the fire of hell seemed to reflect a great pleasure in the torment he was causing her. He shrieked like an animal and spread his wings and leaped on her back.
This poor lost soul began to thrash all around trying to get him off. But his talons had sunk deep into her. He was not just holding on but his talons were excreting some kind of substance into her. The wide-eyed look of horror and pain I saw on her face was the most horrible thing I have ever seen. We are at the entrance to the pathway in the rock and this poor woman was carried and half drug through it. The pass is very dark and although I could still hear her wailing it was so dark I could not see her any more. Her screams echoed by the rock formation I could still hear however and they gradually receded in the distance.
Then it was my turn as I was next in line. I looked with great sense of apprehension at the unclean spirit just in front of me. His eyes were filled with demonic revelry and glee. He just stood their for a few seconds and it was obvious to me his intention was to instill terror in my heart. I felt a dread sense of fear come all over me. I could tell by his expression that he enjoyed the fear and apprehension that had begun to grip my heart. His tongue flicked from his mouth much as serpents would have. This whole thing lasted just a matter of seconds but it seemed like an eternity to me.
He then with a devilish glee shrieked and spread his bat like wings supposing to jump on my back as he had all the others. At this point however his eyes clouded over with an expression of both surprise and horror. He fell to his knees, as did all the demon spirits in my immediate vicinity. I wondered what could have possibly caused such a change in his reaction and soon found out why.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and even here in this cesspool of damnation I knew who it was. I turned and found myself looking directly in the face of the master. My heart leaped for joy and I wrapped my arms around Jesus. I began to weep as my heart was quite overcome by the twin emotions of relief and despair for all the suffering I had seen in such a short time.
The demon which had mere moments before been taking my measure in devilish glee now lay at our feet quivering and shaking in an almost convulsion of fear. His reaction was almost like that of an animal than any other way I know to express. Jesus took me out of line and we moved some distance away but still in visual sight of the horrific scene before us. The demon spirits lay quivering on the ground before Jesus. That was to be expected.
However Jesus appearance was having just as strong an impact on the people in line. They seemed to be in even greater torment than the demons! They one and all had fallen on their faces before him and their cries of torment rent the sulfuric stench filled air. This to say the least puzzled me. I turned and looked at Jesus and his eyes were filled with a look of great sadness as he slowly turned from looking at them to me.
He said, “My child to you I am your savior and Lord. To these I am now seen as their judge. My presence brings them only torment even greater than that inspired by the demons here. That life and love you have grown to know and feel for me my son is only torment for the damned. They know in their hearts that they one and all shall one day stand before me and give an account of their lives. So they are now reminded by my presence of all that awaits them and thusly their hearts are tormented”.
I fell at his feet and began to worship him. This much to my surprise seemed to cause these poor lost souls even more sorrow and pain. Jesus bent over and picked me up. He put his arms on my shoulders and with a look of great sadness said, “Son true worship and love is beyond them now. The relationship that you and I share is just a painful reminder to them of what might have been and never shall be. They can never know me as you do and they know that for all eternity they are doomed to never experience my love or my heart”.
Jesus sighed and tears formed in his eyes. He motioned to me and we walked off a short distance away and I saw that it had quite an effect on the people and demons we had just left. Jesus and I were standing not fifty feet away from them but they seemed totally oblivious of our presence. In confusion I turned and looked at the master. He was starring at me with a far away look in his eyes. He said, “Son learn a lesson that will stand you well in the days ahead”. He stretched out his hand and in a sweep from right to left directed my attention to all these people in line.
“Son the lost are always short sighted. These here spent a lifetime merely focused on that, which was right before them. I was there for them just as I have always been there for you. Yet they never had time for me or they just kept putting a relationship with me off to a later date thinking they had plenty of time. The carnal and ungodly do not have the spiritual sense that you have my child. They in life one and all at some point had a chance to pursue me but the cares of this life were more important to them and they put me off until it was to late”.
I had noticed that although Jesus and I were standing not fifty feet from them all the people had gotten to their feet, as had the demons. The horrible one by one attacks of these demon hordes had begun anew. Jesus said they could never see me in life though I was always as close to them as we are now. Just as in life my son they cannot see me for the damned lose all sight of me as you see here for they have no spiritual awareness of me unless I am right there in front of them”.
Jesus sighed and turned and looked at the horrible combination of demon and human host in the ungodly display of torment that I had been a witness to had begun anew. He turned and looked at me with great sadness as he continued. “Son this place at which we are now standing is called shoal. It is the entranceway to hell. These demons that you see here have not been randomly chosen. No my son these demons have followed and influenced the lives of each individual here assembled. For you see son in life these demons were assigned to all these people. They were the source of guidance and direction that all of these lost souls chose to follow. So when they find themselves here Satan has directed that the demon who had blinded them from finding me and had been with them all the days of their natural lives, should have the demonic privilege of escorting them in the fashion you see here into hell. So from the first human to make his way here it has ever been and shall ever be.
Son there is much more yet to show and share with you here that you must see and share with others. The world no longer believes in hell just as they no longer believe in me”. His eyes were filled with such sorrow. “Son, I do not enjoy having to show and share with you that which you are now seeing and experiencing. Yet you must see and in seeing share with others that revelation of this place that I am giving you now”.
He reached out and took my hand. He said in doing so, “Son as we have shown you Fathers kingdom and authority and still have much to still share with you, you must also see that which you are about to see and hear. Just as there has been much sealed about us until these end times that we are now sharing with you there is much about hell that has never been seen before. Fear not my child for I will ever be by your side in all that is yet to follow”.
With this with my hand in his we returned to the entrance in the rock and as before when we got close enough the people in line and the demons fell on their faces before the Lord. Still holding my hand we entered the path of darkness that I had seen all the demon spirits riding the backs of the damned enter. We had not gone but a few yards in the darkest dark I have ever felt when the ground gave way to empty air. If I had not been holding Jesus hand I would have fallen into what seems like a bottomless chasm.
We began to descend deeper and deeper into this dark pit. Up ahead I could hear the wings of those demon spirits that had been riding the back of some poor lost soul. He was using his wings much as Jesus was escorting me to take his victim down into what I can only assume is the heart of hell.
I have no fear or apprehension what so ever because I am with Jesus. Yet just ahead I hear not only the flap of the wings of a demon but the screams and wails of torment coming from the lips of the poor lost soul he is carrying. Down and down we are going ever deeper in an ever-darker place. It seems to me we have been descending in this fashion for quite sometime.
Never in all my life has my hand in Jesus hand brought me such comfort as it does right now. I do not know what we shall find when we get to the bottom but thanks be to God I shall be in the Masters care when we get there.
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