Two Weeks In Hell Part Three

I find myself in an enveloping darkness, as Jesus and I have descended deep into the blackness of this chasm. The farther we descend, the darker and more oppressive it becomes. I have never encountered such fear. If I were not here with the master I could not imagine the depth of the fear that one would feel. I think in some way I am being allowed to feel somewhat what someone feels when they come here.

The fear is far more than just my reaction to my surroundings. It is coupled with awareness that all who find themselves here have lost any vestige of hope. The word speaks of a bottomless pit and there seems to be no end to this abyss. All around me are sounds of torment and distress and yet it is so dark here I cannot see what I am hearing. My hand is in Jesus hand and the only thing I am sure of is we are continuing to descend. Imagine falling in a hole of complete darkness. It is disconcerting the feeling I have, just falling into the dark.

Up ahead I can see a red glow but it barely is making a dent in the gloomy darkness of this place. I have been haunted all the way down into this shaft by the terrified screams of someone just ahead of me. In the glow of the red light I see up ahead I am able to make out the shadowy outline of the demon with its bat like wings. I can also barely make out what looks like a woman struggling in the talons of his claws. Her screams and torment are a fixation in my mind that I shall never forget.

We seem to have come to the end of our descent as I saw the lady and demon up ahead come to a sudden stop. She is on her feet again and the demon has folded his wings around himself. He is still riding her back and we are close enough to them that I can see them more clearly now. Both Jesus and I have also stopped our fall and I find myself standing on solid rock again.

We seem to be in a very large cavern. I glanced back up to where we had just come from. As in heaven there is no sense of time here but it seems like we had been descending for days. All I could see was darkness and a shudder went through me as I stood there looking up into the darkness. I knew there was a massive distance, which we had come. I could only imagine the despair that would have filled my heart if I had come here lost and without Christ.

Looking up I knew that there was no way of ever crossing that boundary we had just crossed and ever escaping from here. The master put his arms around me and my fears began to subside. I could not help but reflect back to that time when a few months ago we had been walking together in the valley of peace. He was speaking to me then of coming judgments that were just ahead in our world. Yet in the valley of peace it was impossible to feel any fear.

How different are the emotions that this place engenders in my heart. Here I find myself with the master just as before but I am fighting off a considerable amount of fear and despair. I could not imagine the fear one would be feeling here without him. So many times in heaven I have found myself lost in the glory of God. Lost so completely that I did not know where I was or how to leave but the glory, love, and favor of God at such times is so wonderful, I did not care.

Where we are now is a place so vast and I know that I am dependent on the master to find our way back out again. Jesus said, “Son we have only begun that which I would show and share with you. Do not give into the despair of this place. I am with you and shall never leave your side. I am allowing you to feel the anxiety and fear of hell my son. For you must warn others of the reality of this place”.

I could see that we are in a huge cavern. Along the walls there are various rocks and boulders and demons and people. There are so many people here but none of them are paying any attention to each other. They are one and all to busy trying to deal with the torment each is feeling from the demon host that each is carrying. These demons are gaining great demonic pleasure from these poor lost souls.

Their red evil eyes almost appear to be glazed over much like a drug addicts eyes appear. I turned and saw the master was looking at me very intently. He said, “Michael there is pleasure in sin for only a season a very short while”. He looked around at these poor damned souls with a look of great sadness in his eyes. “Michael sin is a spiritual force that demons know how to take advantage of. They place the poison of desire into the human heart. The pleasure or craving and evil passion of sin is actually the lust and desire of the demon himself. When a demon is able through lust to build a stronghold in a person or even worse to possess them they use that person to fulfill their own evil desires.

All of these poor lost souls are here because in one way or another they preferred the poison of hell to the rivers of living water that I would have given them”. Jesus sighed and his eyes filled with tears. “Look at them my son”. I glanced around at the people all around me on each one a demon was not just riding on their backs but were injecting poison into them through their talons while at the same time seeming to extract something from them. Their eyes were as I have already said almost glazed over with a demonic fever of such evil satisfaction.

“Son the sad thing is these evil spirits have had this same connection to them in life. They fill their souls with the passion of desire and then flood their minds with the degradation and vile evil that is the essence of what these demons are. So many of these here had evil addictions of one kind or another. The sad thing is that what they were addicted to was not drugs, or sexual perversion or some other thing. What they were addicted to was the demon that they still carry with them.

Son you have discerned rightly about the glaze in the eyes of these evil ones. They are doing the same thing in death that they did to these poor wretches in life, feeding on them the terror and fear of hell that the lost feel when coming here is producing a narcotic of sorts in these evil spirits. They feed off the suffering and pain of those with whom they are assigned. The drug addict, who abuses his body in an unholy quest to make the pain inside stop, has no idea that the source of his or her pain is the demon that drove them to drugs in the first place.

Now here in this evil place they continue to feed on the raw emotions of torment that they inflicted on these in life. Some people are driven by a lust for power or fame, others by a desire for great wealth; still others derive great satisfaction in the suffering of others. These are the ones who they have the most complete control over. Evil spirits have one great desire. They are so perverted inside that they can only gain some satisfaction from the distress and pain of others.

Their greatest lustful desire is not only to torment the person with whom they are assigned but also to use that individual to inflect torment on others. Theirs is a desire to destroy. That is why my son the more powerful demons tie themselves into the lust for power of evil men. Hitler was a man tormented by the forces of hell from a youth. Very early in his life they possessed him and transformed him. His lust for power was only exceeded by his passion to destroy. Very powerful demonic forces made a way for him because he was a vessel who had power over the lives of millions into whose hands these evil ones gave him control.

History gives us the sad truth of just how well they succeeded. Son these evil ones eyes are glazed over with the evil satisfaction that these same poor souls who they tormented throughout their lives are now suffering the greatest torment of all. They know they are lost, without hope, their spirits full of eternal death. The poison these demons are pumping into these people is one that is exasperating the fear and torment they already feel. Alas they have learned to late to their eternal sorrow the truth”.

Jesus put his arms on my shoulders and looked deeply in my eyes. “My beloved son that is why they hate you so intensely and why they have tried to destroy you. Father allowed them to torment you in various ways because he knew what ever they tried they could never extinguish that flame of desire and love that you had for us son. They hate you because of the anointing of Father that is even now beginning to form a wellspring in your heart.

It is not just your love of Father they hate but the internal transformation that he is making in your life. Your heart is moved with compassion at the suffering of others. Son you are becoming the very enemy they hate and despise the most. You my son are a man who walks in the anointing of your Father. For my child like your Father your greatest desire in life is to minister life to the wounded and dying all around you. This type of selfless love and affection only comes from above. This kind of power they cannot abide, but they also cannot handle it either.

The more you abide with us the more this will happen. There is no more powerful emotion in the world than selflessness. A desire to lay down your life to help another is the greatest power there is.


That my child is their greatest weakness and vulnerability and that is where you will defeat them”. Jesus smiled as he looked deeply in my eyes. “That is why my incarnation in the world was so beyond them. My sacrificial death was as my word says beyond their comprehension. They could not understand that I would die to buy yours and all others like you my child that eternal power and glory we have invested in you and all other believers”.

Jesus turned and with a wave of his arm brought my attention to bear upon all those suffering souls so dismally on display here. He then turned and his eyes reflected that holy passion and fire of God and even in the midst of hell my spirit began to glow with the anointing of God. “Son it is as simple as this. A truly selfless man their poison has no effect on. All evil passion is motivated in one way or another by selfishness and sometimes ruthlessness.

But vessels that spend enough time with us begin to walk in the life and nature of their heavenly Father. You are beloved my child because the motivation of your life has been and is becoming more so day by day to lay down your life in the service of others. He that would be greatest among you shall be the servant of all. Even after death the truly great in my kingdom lay down their eternal reward in service to others. Men like Moses and Enoch, Daniel and John and so many others, were more than willing to walk with you my son and invest in you.

For such men never stop growing and developing, they are driven to even in heaven lay down their life in service to others. So they have on your son’s journey infused in your heart the same passion. We have come into hell for many reasons, but nothing I will share with you here will be more important than this. Here in this dark hideous place is the abode of the damned both demonic and human. These lost souls with very few exceptions spent their lives in a selfish quest to look after only their own needs and desires. Like their demonic hosts their hearts and lives by and large never saw the hurt and pain, the suffering of others.

Others are walking a different path. These are they who walk in the anointing and compassion of their Father. These are those whose heart not only sees the wounds of others but their life becomes a holy quest to minister to those needs.

There hearts like the wicked burn with passion but their hearts and ambitions could not be more different. My child all that we have done in both your sin’s journey and now is to prepare your heart for that most powerful of internal revelations”.

Jesus stopped speaking for a moment. He had inspired in me in the pit of hell such a fire and commitment. He said “Son God so loved, Father so loved, that he sent me into the world to make the ultimate sacrifice. Yes I died a death unlike any other or since but as hard as it is to believe Father suffered even more than me. He was willing to send me and I was willing to go because of our great love for you. He was more than willing to go himself but he knew he could not for he is the great God and judge of all. No someone had to come to whom the eternal sacrifice required could be done and accepted by him.

But never my child for a moment allow yourself to think that my suffering was as intense as was his. On the cross as I became sin for the first time Father and I were parted. Even though I knew it must be I was not prepared for the intensity of the separation and the judgment which followed. I bore the internal judgment that sin and selfishness required. It tore at Father in a way you could not begin to understand. Yet we were both ready to see it through to the end for we knew by doing so we would be begetting a new creation a new nobility in the hearts of men.

Men who believed in me would be transformed into beings of light. Their sense of being and purpose a direct reflection of Father’s heart, it was here son in this very cavern that I was given the keys of death, hell, and the grave. Son it was also here that a new purpose and passion was infused in the human hearts of men far beyond the poison of hell. Men who are vessels of mercy and compassion through whom Father can work, men filled with the divine light and glory of the Lord who bought them, and the love of the Father who shall forever more inspire them”.

With this Jesus ceased speaking and my heart I must say is flooded with love for him and Father. I do not know what else we shall see here but I know my heart and life will never forget what he has shown me here.